Monthly Archives: October 2015

Dear Diary: I Am Confused And Rambling

(I am writing down what happened, what I was thinking, everything. It’s long and rambling and detailed, a true journal entry with no other purpose.) Tom and I met again last night. It was the sixth date and we went … Continue reading

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Thoughts And Signs And Body

The thoughts about Tom don’t seem to get less. I think about him while I work, travel and before I fall asleep. It only stops when I have to really concentrate or when all thinking stops, for example in ballet … Continue reading

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Fifth Date with Tom

Tom and I met for the fifth time yesterday afternoon. I took the train to B, a town fifteen minutes away, where he lives and works. He met me at the platform and once again seemed to want to shake … Continue reading

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A Few Bad Days

This week has been weird. I often felt as if I wasn’t myself, as if I couldn’t trust my thoughts or emotions. It was exhausting, up and down. On Sunday, I met with Joel for a walk in the forest … Continue reading

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