Monthly Archives: January 2016

Always Two Parts

I’m not sure how I am feeling these days. Not depressed any more, at least. Not very happy or confident or conscious, either. But I have almost no trouble with eating, which is a good indicator that nothing is seriously … Continue reading

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A Tom Night

Thursday night was a Tom night again. I went to see Mrs. H in the morning and we talked about a few topics. My impulse to overeat that comes up every time I feel anxious or hate myself or feel … Continue reading

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Tom And Work Converging

I had imagined Tom would want to spend every possible second with me as well, and maybe pick me up from work or time his arrival with my own. But he said he would come an hour after I finished … Continue reading

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Hurray, I’m Depressed

On Sunday evening, I felt miserable and vulnerable and was looking forward to seeing Tom on Monday as my only gleam of hope. At the same time, I hated myself for needing him and using him as a comfort, when … Continue reading

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