Tag Archives: Ballet Class

Endless Energy

The weekend is over. I weighed 160 lb. today. The cravings are back to normal. I still go back and forth between identifying as ‘fat’ and ‘normal’. Next to fat people, I feel guilty for being thinner and maybe making … Continue reading

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Feeling Better

I’m feeling a little better, although I seem to have lost my passion for ballet at the moment. I still go to class and work hard, but all I see are faults and things I can’t do and no progress. … Continue reading

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Snippets and Thoughts

These last four days were wonderful. I managed to let myself truly relax, sleeping in, cooking and eating a lot, not thinking about the usual things like work and weight loss and worries. I feel refreshed and ready for work, … Continue reading

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Some Progress

I’m very happy tonight. I think I have finally left the bad mood of the last few weeks behind. It feels like taking off a grey veil and suddenly seeing the colours of the world, or like letting go of … Continue reading

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