Tag Archives: Ballet Teacher

Endless Energy

The weekend is over. I weighed 160 lb. today. The cravings are back to normal. I still go back and forth between identifying as ‘fat’ and ‘normal’. Next to fat people, I feel guilty for being thinner and maybe making … Continue reading

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Preparing for Pointe, Part 1

The day when I will have a normal BMI is coming closer. I hope and expect to make it before Christmas. I need to weigh 68 kg (150 lb.). Once I have a normal BMI, my weight will no longer … Continue reading

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Encouraging Words

I have to write this down quickly. The last two weeks have been hard for me, but at the moment I’m so happy I could burst! This morning, I went to class with Belinda. We were only five students. After class … Continue reading

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Feeling Better

I’m feeling a little better, although I seem to have lost my passion for ballet at the moment. I still go to class and work hard, but all I see are faults and things I can’t do and no progress. … Continue reading

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