Tag Archives: Self-image

Ups and Downs and Dinah and Pyne

There have been many ups and downs in the last two weeks. I feel a little exhausted. I am struggling with food, going from dieting to binge eating, back and forth. It was just the same last year. What saved … Continue reading

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Some Things that Changed (not for the Better)

When I was fat, I went to ballet summer courses that were too fast for me, to inspire and challenge myself. I carried a Prix de Lausanne bag. I wore thick slipper socks to warm up. I stayed after class … Continue reading

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Changing Body

This is a diary post. I need to write down all the chatter in my head regarding my body and this new feeling I’ve had for the past few months. My weight has gone up to over 75 and then … Continue reading

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Opening Up. Getting Thinner. And Ballet.

I gave June the address of this blog. We were talking last Friday and somehow I mentioned that I write this blog-diary-thing. But then I told her it wasn’t meant for friends and family. It was only for ‘the world’. … Continue reading

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